Thursday, 04 February 2010

Wednesday, 27 January 2010

  • rawr~'

    Another update hehe ^^ !
    Mm.. practically given up revision ''/
    ii seriously lost the moood.. the gutty feeling that makes me feel put off ='[
    Im too addicted to HiMySweetHeart atmm >3<
    Its jokes xD hehee~ Rainiee shoo pretty geh >3<!!!

    Yupppaa..
    had chink exam on sunday.. ii actually failed that cos ii had no time to revise.. not that ii revise for stooopidd chinese anyway buhh yeah xD
    Ive been really bored these days aswell ><''
    Got nothing to do apart from sit on fb or do gay maths homework Dx
    I wanna do shopping.. i've beeen trynaa find new clothes&newbags to buy Dx ~
    Its killing me inside ><!!!..
    Ive actually lost my bank card LOL..
    ii shouldnt be laughing.. but its not like ii had money in there anyway >______<!!

    Haii.. i've kinda already started planning out my feb half term.. im so looking forward to it ^^~
    Lets seee whats happening..

    ♥ JehJeh's berfday linkup YESSU >3<!!!!!!!
    ♥ YumCha with Family ^D^ .. think this means im not going cwalk linkup ><
    ♥ Hairdresssers! My hair is so damaged & dead ><!
    ♥ Shopping with mahh twinnny *mayBb* >3<
    ♥ AND MAYBE PAINTBALLING with Azn fam.. if im not too scared >__<!
    ♥ ON9 SHOPPING =D HAHA XD!




    Haiihaiihaii ^_^
    Get to see Baobeiii aswell ~ Weeee >3<!!
    ii hope everything goes right >D< I wanna take alot of pictures on Jehjehs berfdayy & make it uberrr memorable <333333!!!!
    Yupp ~
    Anywho.. ive written alot of blogs.. yet during the times when i've been down.. ii havnt really been able to Thank people ><'' So here goess..

    Andrew Baba ♥
    Thankyouu for being there for mee when ii neeeded it ><!!
    After knowing yu for about a year & abit.. ii never thought ii get to feel or even get that caring side of yuu ><''! Butbut.. after being close with yu.. ii know that your always there for me either through FB,Msn or text >3<''
    Your really good at making me smile aswell hehe ^^''
    & also.. ii trust you too much ^^ I tell you the weirdest things ever.. & its weird because..your a guy for a start & ii thought it would be weird telling yu about weird things XD? But maybe not..maybe ii dont find it awkward atall cos your myy Daddy afterall xD? hehee~
    ii ♥ our Daddy&Daughter moments =')
    & I especially love yuu too ^_^

    TzeTze Jehjeh ♥
    Wahhh..Thankyouu shooo muchiies too ><!!
    Yu helped me through alot.. & when ii mean alot.. ii literally mean alot ><..
    I kinda understand that we're on the same boat nao's.. just when will one of us join another boat ne?
    Its good that we're close muiimuii&jehjeh ><
    Yur always the one ii come to most & yu always end up knowing what advice to give me & pooop ><''
    Isit because you know me too well =3???
    hehee~
    I cant wait til summer.. ii get to finally spend it with my favourite peoplee.. *Yu,Daddy&BBgor* >3<
    Its gonna be fun.. & if not.. we'll make it fun >3<
    Its like.. 6months away.. & we' keep getting excited xD
    They make me laughh >D<
    Eeee~ ii dont know where ii would be without yuuu ><!!!
    I♥yuuuu ^o^!!!

    JackyTse ♥
    You literally turn phonecalls into weird but funny phonecalls.. Its good though because everytime when either of us are upset about something we call..& end up talking about something that isnt even related to the problems xD
    I fake a cry when it comes to you bullying me.. but then it turns into proper tears when ii have to let all my anger out =(
    I end up crying on the phone whilst your just on the other side sitting there listening.. I appreciate it though xD cos in the end.. yu make something silly up & it gets me laughing xD
    But haii.. Thankyou for being there for me too!! I dont know who ii would be bullying if ii hadnt met yuu ><!!!

    Baobeii ♥
    3words 1meaning;
    iloveyou.





    Rawr~ time to sleeep nao.. my eyes are slowly shutting ><''
    gooood night ahh.. ii update yu guys later >3<
    TikTok.. bby..the times ticking <3



Thursday, 21 January 2010

  • Mr Update ^^~

    Wahh sowwwiee Mr Xg for abandoning yuuu >3<
    OMG.
    On Tuesday.. ii was 1hour late for schoool..
    My school starts at 8.3o & ii got in at 9:3o.. why?? because ii woke up at 9.
    It wasnt my fault seriously XD My alarm clock did ring but it was too early so ii slept a tadd more XD!
    My sister was meant to wake me up at like 7.25 like when she wakes mummy up.. and ii continued to sleep & sleeep..I woke up & saw the time and ran out of bed LOL..
    I saw mummy & was likee.. ''OMG.. why isit 9 o'clock!?
    & yeah.. ii kinda uhm.. missed first period of PE ='[
    Buhh shoooon laa.. its only PE xD..

    ANYWAY... xD
    I've been ultra busy this weeek ><'
    hadd so much revision & crap to do... ive pretty much been pressured ='(
    Ive been so tired aswell.. likee.. not getting enough sleeep Dx
    but thats partially because of facebook&ON9SHOPPENG =D~
    Omagadddd~
    This is weirdd buhh.. for some reasonn ive beeen addicted to revision Dx.. like ever since last week.. ii come home watching maths vids & do work exercises and its WEIRD.. because im not a revision type of person XD
    I got exams in Febbb !! Im dreading alreadyy ><''
    Like crapping my pants.. buhbuh im hoping them maths vids work x]
    im getting the grades ii want right =3?

    Haiii...
    2o1o has really started off really weird .__.'
    ive had nothing but confusion & pressure..
    it should stop by now..
    My maths crapp.. well ii have to watch up to 9o videos the school said ='[
    and im only upto 16?? LOL..
    shoooon laaa~ ii just skip the vids ii dnt really neeed xD

    Dadddy & My uncle redid my floor boards the other day..
    & OMGOD. THEY FRIGGING CRASHED MY ROOOM -.-!
    All my jewelery & perfume & cremes were everywhere..
    my shelves were MESSED UP..
    They left me to do the tidying ='[[[
    >_____________<
    I kinda finished tidying it now.. & Dadddy was likee.. ''why the hell have you got so much stuff in your rooom?''
    & ii was likee.. because ii do xD
    & he just replied.. ''AHHH.. II KNOW WHY. YOUR ROOM ISNT BIG ENOUGH. LETS MOVE HOUSE.''
    Ofcourse he was joking LOL..
    but yes... 2years ago & now.. ii am still thinking my room is small =3
    Heheee~

    Hmm..
    I've kinda grown a habit of looking at houses..?
    TeenCribs&Cribs <333
    OMGOD.
    Yes they are too goood to be truee..but they are true & funnily ii dont envy them?
    I accepted what ii get & have noww..
    Later in lifee.. ii wanna build my own house with my BB's :D
    Looking at houses kinda makes me think about the future.. it makes me wonder how im gonna plan & everything haha xD
    im soo molieww butbut.. seriously.. ii like nice houses >3<
    I think thats it luuu.. time to see some pictures again xD?


    I HAVE FINALLY COMPLETED MY WALL OF PHOTOS =3


    These are my sisters half of the sticky photo's..
    She still has them.. I want them so bad ='[
    Ilovemybaby =3



    Beddy xD


    All this was knocked off T_T


    Yes ii am year 1o ><'
    Anyone wanna be my tutor xD


    IGNORE MY FACE.. xD
    PS: That isnt my handdd though it does look like it xD






    BRAPP BRAPPP.. NEIGHBOURS CAR ;D
    I live in a rich place...
    However...
    My fam's the poorest out of the whole place XD
    Theres likee.. 1 Lambourgini, 2 Ferrari's, 1 Mercedez & 1BMW in the unit XD










Monday, 11 January 2010

  • PointlessBlog&Revision

    Okay. in lesss than 5minutesss im gonna go revise T_____T
    I cant find my big fatty pad to jot down notes on ='[[
    Aiyahh~
    im cold..
    ii havnt ate anythingg..
    HanaYoriDango DVD is sitting infront of mee.. Im frikking tempted to put it on >__<
    Bleh. ANOTHER POINTLESS BLOGG.. XD
    I doubt ii be blogging or updating yu guys anytime sooon.. mayBb next weeek or weekends.. unless something exciting happens ><
    Bleh. I want&wish for a miracle >.O

    Shall ii turn on the tv >___<??



    I got so bored of revision & uhm.. took a pic ROFL.
    nao..Back 2 revision  >_____<


Sunday, 10 January 2010

  • Tired-ism.

    Its like.. o3:29AM.. and ive been up these couple of nights doing pointless shit Dx!
    I JUST checked out my schoool website.. & they made a 6week revision TIMETABLE.
    Yeah.... ii decidedd.. to be successfull.. & im gonna try & stick to it >.O
    I only get 2FREEE school days off.. I have Sat&Sun's off buh likee im not exactly free?? Sunday ii have chink school & Saturdays ii have work >_______<
    I have revision on friday too.. AND II STILL WORK =='!!!
    Facebook is killing me toooo ='[
    The amount of times ii check it is KILLING ME >_______<!
    iM PREPARED TO FAIL. ==!!!!

    Buuh yeahhhh.. Music? I think that's the only thing thats keeping me going atm..T_T
    Shammm just sent me some piano song.. & im ALREADY ADDICTED!!!! kakaa XD!!
    Oh msn.. CRAPPPPP thattt >.O.. AND PHONE.
    I swear im gonna lock my laptop&phone somewhere >_____<
    Phonecalls.. Omgod ><! MSN. OMGOD ><!!
    Arrrrrghhh >< How do yu revise everyone ANSWER ME ='[ !?

    Buh yeahh changing subjecttt~
    Schools beeen closed for ages >__< I quite miss it ''/
    I dont even play in the snow lOl.. instead ii stay in & sleep til 3PM which is good..but bad ''/ ?
    I should get revising but ii havnt got the motivation T_T!!!!
    Its so boring at home too ='(
    I actually begged my mummy to lemme go work LOL.
    I literally have nothing to do and its like =.=!
    I either go on fb,phone,msn or on9 shopping.. I have no life XD
    I dont wanna go out places too incase ii get stuck somewhere & like noone can pick me up Dx' my Dadddy was just screwing about that today unall ''/

    I feel im lacking behind >______<
    I havnt done my chinese homework either..& im lucky its due in next Sunday.. ><!!!
    I dont have school tommorow cos its closed too Dx!
    Aiishhh.. what can ii do.. what can ii doo ><'
    Sometimes.. when ii have nothing to do.. I always end up.. frigging thinking about things.. I think too much then go complainining to my friends about it >_<
    Eeee~ 2o1o.. has..started to become.. a rush & worry.. ='(
    I worry so much about people its unbelievable..
    I guess thats what yu get for putting people before yourself heyy Dx
    buh no worriess la.... Im here for yu guys no matter what ^___^






    PS: Panda&Penguin..
    Im Sam's BB aparently ;D

      
    He toook a fuzzy picture..
    what a.. big.. gayy...SMELLLYYY XD ♥






    Please.. can we start a new?

Friday, 08 January 2010

  • >_________<

    I frikking miss the daylights out of you..
    I frikking love the daylights out of youu...
    Aiishh...
    your such a gayboyy ><!!!!


  • Pointless blog no ?

    1 . Touch her waist.
    2. Actually talk to her.
    3. Share secrets with her.
    4. Give her your jacket.
    5. Kiss her slowly.

    Are you remembering this?

    6. Hug her.
    7. Hold her.
    8. Laugh with her.
    9. Invite her somewhere.
    10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

    KEEP READING

    11. Smile with her.
    12. Take pictures with her.
    13. Pull her onto your lap.
    14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
    15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. it makes her feel loved.

    Are you thinking of someone?

    16. Play with her hair .only if she hasnt spent 382745623 hours on it .
    17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
    18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
    19. Tell her shes beautiful.
    20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

    One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.

    21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
    22. Tell her shes your everything – only if you mean it.
    23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESNT WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug her
    24. Make her feel loved.
    25-kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!!!!*

    THEY MIGHT DENY IT BUT THEY ACTUALLY LIKE
    AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE THEM

    26-dont lie to HER.*
    27-DONT cheat on her.*
    28-take her ANYWHERE she wants
    29-txt messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work {or school}, and how much you MISS her.
    30-be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesnt need you, just be there so shell know that she can ALWAYS count on you.*

    ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER BECAUSE, ITS IMPORTANT

    31. Hold her close when shes cold so she can hold YOU too.
    32. When you are ALONE hold her close and kiss her.*
    33. Kiss her on the CHEEK; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).*
    34 . While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automaticall y put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.
    35. Dont EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like youre mad. If
    shes upset, comfort her.


    REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE
    WITH HER NEXT

    36. When people DISS her, stand up for her.*
    37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.*
    38. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fing ers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you .
    39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND.*
    40. When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible*

    MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED

    41. Call or text her at night to wish her SWEET DREAMS*
    42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears.*
    43. Take her for LONG walks at night.
    44. ALWAYS Remind her how much you love her.*
    45. sit on top of her and tell her how much u love her and then bend down to
    her face and kiss her while sitting on her.

    you'll never know when she needs just a lil more love.



    Yeahhhhh im chiu cup mOliuu ><
    I copied it from FB.. only cos it touched my heartt..
    If only ii did have a bf who did that..it would be a perfect boyfriend no?
    Actually.. theres no such thing as perfect boyfriends or perfect girlfriends..
    Even if there was.. would they even last together?
    ..
    I dont even know why im writing this ''/
    Im sucha douchebag because im bringing depression to 2o1o ..==!
    Im gonna stopp.. before ii write anything else ='[





    I will wait.
    26 days is not that long..
    Ofcourse im lying to myself.
    IT IS LONG ==
    But.. im gonna be patient..
    I hope
    </3

Wednesday, 06 January 2010

  • Snow day >.>

    Eeee~ woke up as usual today then realised mummy couldnt get the car working ''/
    So ii literally stayed in bed listening for the radio xD
    In the end.. the man on the radio was listing out the schools that weren't open.. & he was already reading the schools beginning with 'T' & my school begins with a 'C'  ==
    nOw ii dont even know if my schoool was open xD
    buh yeahh.
    Im coooooldd ><!
    My stupiddd paypal isnt working either so my on9 shopping flopppeddd =.='!

    I went back to sleeepies again & ii woke up to a text from my friendd asking me to top up ._______.''
    He actually walked to the shops IN A BLIZZARD just to top up for me ><''
    Ahhhhhh ii feeel badddd Dx!!
    but thankyou thankyouuu! I shall owe yuuu soon >3<!!!

    & now. I am bored -.-''
    feeels like holidays lOl ''/!!!
    Im cold & ii neeedaaa shower XD
    Actualllyyy ii think its time to eat hehee ^^''


























    Sky Of Love..
    .
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    when can we fall in love ><?




Tuesday, 05 January 2010

  • o4o11o ^^

    Wahh its so weird writing the year; 2o1o >.>!
    I cant even get used to it in school let alone xanga xD
    mm... New Year resolutions?? Kindaaa..got too many hehee ^^''

    - Study more.. Revise more.. get clever more XD
    - Lose weight.. ALOT OF WEIGHT =3
    - Stop eating so muchh crapppp & drink lots of water =3
    - Make myself exercise :D

    XD! Yes... Top4?? keke ^^
    what are your new year resolutions ne ^^?

    Moving on :D
    Couldnt sleep on sunday night Dx! I actually stayed up watching 'Cribs' xD
    I slept at 5... cos my sleeping patter has completely gone bonkers? buhh newaii..
    Started schoool yday... was okay laa.. noone's changed their loook ._.'
    well actually just some people ii guess haii ~!
    Went to McD's after schoool with mummmy & did some shopping XD
    Amazingly enough.. ii only brought headphones :D
    5 OF THEM TOO =D *in a pack :D*
    They're niceee ^^!

    I couldnt stop laughing xD
    I was trying to tell her something & ii couldnt stop laughing xD
    eventually.. mummy gave up listening & started joining in the laugh xD
    After went home to finish off painting.. & OMG. I couldnt stop crying ==''
    I ono.. hornmones ii guesssss ><!???? but aiyah.. cry after cry ii eventually stopped >.O''
    I called Jehjehh & ii couldnt stop crying *again* & then after we started to talk about things & ii calmed downnn Dx''
    HEHEE. II DO LOVE YOU ALOT TZETZEMA >3<!!!
    Dont you hate it when you cry & cry and then when you calm down you have ONE blocked nose XD? BLEHHHHH~ Its like yu cant breathe.. ATALL XD
    buh haii~
    I went bed. Thinking...thinking alot >.O
    I had a really bad headache after ='[[
    I couldnt sleeep >.O
    buh then eventually my headache made me so tired ii actually fell asleep ><

    Today..went schoool blahblahh..
    Finally caught up on EVERYTHING in Hospiality :D:D!!!!
    Weeee~ hope ii get PASS =D!
    Hmm~ went to eat with bro & mummmy after & brought a tedddy.. It did make me smile hehee.. those clever ones should know what its for ^^''
    Yes. Mo liuu jessiii again >33<!
    Hmm.. went homee after & had to take down all Christmas decorationssss~!!! Gawdddd~ it was boring :D













    Do you know how much You mean to Me?
    How do I get you to realise it without us both getting hurt
    ><?









Thursday, 31 December 2009

  • *~ Jessii's RollacOaster of 2009 ~*

    Hello ^^
    Happy New Years Eve everybody ^^!!!

    Waahhhhhhhhh... blink of an eye & its the night before 2o1o..how amazing ><?!
    2oo9 has beeen a hella of a Rollacoaster of my life...
    Happiness, Sadness, Joy, Stress, Relief, Anger, Depression, Confrontation, Jealousy & whatnot toook over... It was so harddd Dx!
    I learnt many things this year... It took ALOT of time.

    I had to give up something to want something?
    I had to hate something to love something?
    I had to lose something to realise something?

    My friends&Family taught me literally everything..Infact ii also taught myself lessons..
    But the hardest part was to admit the truth & face it.. If you guys know me.. Yu should know I hate facing things ><!
    But thats a lesson? I face almost everything everyday its become a habit? I've gotten used to it luu..
    I've kept strong. Im keeping strong & Im willing to be strong. Thats how ii got & get through things ~
    I dont hold on the past nomore.. I guess what went by ..went by?
    Forgive & forget? Or.. Forgive but never forget?
    I am truely sorry to the ones i've hurt this year.. Im really am sorrry~ I hope you can forgive me so that we can start a new freshh clean page together ^^
    Oh & for ones that hurt me.. I forgive you ^^~ I just hope in 2o1o you dont do what you did again lalaa..^^
    I wont do anymore c2pidd things in 2o1o..I dont want to hurt anyone.
    Im Jessii..~ Im meant to be here for youu guys ah mahh ^^?
    Haii haii ^^!

    Im not willing to give up something yet...
    Maybe because ii think theres still a chance?
    But haii.. Im keeping on the positive side & improving my ways =3
    In 2o1o..I hope everyone ii know & love so much get everything they want.. *thOugh..you cant always get everything yu want Dx*

    Everybody..~!!
    THIS IS FOR YOUU ^____________^
    I hope your wishes come true..!
    I hope you get the grades you want..!
    I hope you get to the uni & 6th form you want..!
    I hope you get the job you want..!
    I hope you pass on every exam you have..!
    I hope you get rich & treat me to ice cream & bubbleteaaaa XD!!!
    Buh most importantly..
    I hope you guys are safeee & healthy & poopooo ^_^
    Im always here when you neeed meee..Im gonna try & be there for everyone *even though ii suck at helping* & make sure you get happy when they're down ^_^!

    GoodBye; Ms,Mrs,Mr,Sir,Madam 2oo9 =D
    Best wishes..hope everything you wish&wished for come truueee #
    Loveeee Jesssiii ^_^
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