Thursday, 05 November 2009
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Life.
I dont know when i'll live up to.
I dont know how long ii have left till ii die.
I dont know when im going to die basically.
Lifes filled with shit.
Not just any old shit.. but random shit.. and shit that makes no sense at all..
Friends are like steel..real ones stay steel.. fake ones rust.
Do you really know who your real friends are? Or are they just pretending?
When someone's there for you..do you thank them in the end for being there for you?
Or..do you shrug your shoulders at them and just get along with life?
Humans are greedy.
Every human. Even the worlds nice'st person is greedy.
We want everything & anything..but we can never get it because of a reason..
You meet someone. Anyone. You either remember them, their face or their name..
You can never forget them no matter how hard you try...
When your hating, you want to forget them..but no matter how hard you try you can never forget them.
I dont know why im writing all this.
Maybe because ii think there isn't really time for me to actually explain everything in detail...
No time like the past..when ii was a kid.. ii had too much free time..never really concentrated on work..didnt bother.
Now.
Im in secondary school..I have something to do almost everyday..
Graphics Coursework. Stupid paperwork which I hate.
Takes time, Takes effort.
Online homework. Teachers checking up on your 24/7..You dont do it you get a detention.
Art. I changed from History to Art..feels right now.
HOWEVER, I didnt change til a month and couple weeks later after picking my options..now..I have to catch up on every piece of drawing & work ii missed out. DAMN.
English Coursework, Essay writing. Fcxking screwing. Wrote 2 paragrahs then rushed another 2..just repeating the same things because its hard. I made alot of mistakes on it..Im not happy if its not neat or if it doesnt make sense.
Science revision & Exam. 20th November. GCSE Exam. I know jackshit in Science..Im not even gonna lie..Im gonna fail.. 3rd set.. not doing any good.. theres too many students who are too care free.
When ii want to study ii cant.
Wednesday, 04 November 2009
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100 things~
Everyone is doing 100 things about them.. so ii thought.. why dont ii do one too =31. I LOVE PHOTOGRAPHYY <33
2. I LOVE FOOOD <33
3. I put people infront of me..I get a feeling its because im a little too caring ''/ ?
4. Sometimes.. I really cant say no to things..
5. I love perfume >D<!!! It makes me.. sleeepy though =3 OH! & ii spray my scarf so ii can smell it every now & then when im walking =33
6. I cant live without laptop or phone... ii like.. text EVERYDAY. LOL.
7. My family & Friends are basically.. my heart. I love them to bits.. & if ii had a choice to throw 1 away.. I WOULDNT >D<!
8. FACEBOOK <3333
9. I have a cupboard..filled with teddies.. its like.. TEA PARTY TIME >D<!
1o. I hate not being able to have mOney or go out T_______T!!
11. I love hugs.. they seriously make me melt.. ><!!!
12. I love clothes..& accessories & shoes... DANGGG.... THEY'RE MY BABIES TOO ;D
13. I have a fetish for cute things >.O
14. I sleep with a babyy bear & my babyy cloth.. which ii named BoBo..
15. If its cold, ii wouldnt bring anything to keep me warm.. I take someone else's when ii see them xD
16. I dont bring bags when im out.
17. I laugh at anything & everything.. its too random yu see :D
18. I dont wear makeup....it dont suit me ><!
19. I love youtube... ITS MY OTHER BABY XD
2o. I have so little time.. but so much things to do ''/
21. I make faces at myself when im bored.. or when ii look in the mirror.. I MAYBE vain :D
22. I've dyed & chemically straightened my hair twice =3
23. I had braces before ~!! & NOW MY TEETH ARE STRAIGHT =3
24. Azn's are born to be clever at maths.. IM NOT.. does this mean im not azn ''/ ?
25. I can blow bubblegum bubbles =3
26. I take forever in the shower
27. I look at whatever haircut ii want then cut & style my own myself.. *ii have guts >D<*
28. I have 3 phones. LOL. But atm.. im using 2..
29. I can talk on the phone for hours.. unless.. i've ran out of things to say ._.'' or if im tired..
3o. When im really paranoid.. ii start to shakee.. and likee.. look really sadd..
31. I like speaking in chinkk cos it makes me express things more 'funnilly' LOL..
32. In lessons, I like to sit & draw me&someone sitting on a hill..I onO why.. & theres always a star at the top too ^^
33. I like calling people smelly =3
34. I can do that whiStle where you have two fingers and then it like makes a bigggggg sound >D<
35. i CANT cwalk =]]]]
36. I have BENT fingers.. & a double jointed thumb..
37. Im OKAY organised..but yeah.. when it comes to getting lost.. ii panic.. and get someone else to take over >D<
38. I like gifts.. aparently.. good things come in small packages..? Is that right xD?
39. I LOVE music. Its everywhere with me <33
4o. Azn fashion is justtt <3333 *This is same for Cindy too ^^*
41. Most people in the year know Me&Cindy as cousins.. =3
42. I can only talk serious with CERTAIN people
43. I like sitting on the bench, looking up in the sky when its sunnny..
44. I like looking at couple' things >w< It makes me go 'aww' all the time =D
45. I buy pointless magazines..
46. I worry & Cry too much..
47. Tetris. Is. A. Must.
48. I like to hold peoples fingers.. its a weird thing ii like doing LOL..
49. I CAN FINALLY MT3 WITH A GEARSTICK =D
5o. I twist & turn when ii sleeep..everything ends up on the floor LOL.
51. I like rings :D they make me feel.. OH! So cooooool :D
52. I like boys who have earrings, dyed hair & stylish >.O THEY'RE SO YINGGG <333!
53. I want to be SKINNNNYY. like.. size 6-8 =3
54. I hate feet..& white socks.. they loook so weird Dx
55. I think.. Asda's is the bestest supermarket =3
56. H&M, RiverIsland,Topshop & Newloook <33333
57. Debenhams always smell so nOice >D<
58. I drink water & juices alot.. coke isnt really my thing ''/
59. There are times where ii eat anything & dont put on any weight.. but then sometimes when ii eat something ii do =.=
6o. I love anything that is azn'y.. not being racist >_<
61. I joke too much..
62. I am childish.. ii like acting childish around my bf/friends..
63. Stickerpictures are a must.. with anyone?
64. Surprises... I LOVE SURPRISES.. unless they're gay & yeahhh..
65. I waste my money on crapp...im poooor Dx
66. I like making people smile&laugh&happy.. it makes me LOL..
67. I say msn slangg words out loud.. its rather.. embarressing xD
68. I got used to the brummmiee accent.. & now starting to make my words sound like them ><!!!!!
69. Im a clean person Dx JUST NOT MY ROOM OKAY..
7o. My sense of humour is crapp =3
71. I have a jobb.. A FAMO JOB Dx!!!
72. I like listening to people.. it makes me think alot..and ii get to share stuff with them..
73. I trust too many people ii end up getting hurt =''[ </3
74. I dont bixch about someone unless ii know its true..
75. Im half ticklish....i think?
76. I have an obsession with Ulzzangs?
77. I dont care if im hurt.. I just want the truth & what people have to say sometimes..
78. Im pretty dumb..
79. I take forever to get ready.. I always change what im wearing to go out..
8o. I care about what people think of me too much...
81. I hate it when people spot something odd about yu ¬_¬'' its like T____T
82. I dont tend to believe people when they say ''Your cute, your pretty'' blah blah.. >.O
83. I want to fall in love again....
84. I play too many games & ii never do my homework unless its due next period/tommorrow.
85. If you look at me.. you would never think ii would do a certain of things..
86. I want alot of stuff.. but never think about why ii need them..
87. FOB's make me LOL to the maxxxxx
88. I like piggybacks.. & glOmps <3
89. I like it when people come up to me to talk to me first.. sometimes.. ii feel like im always the one to do everything ='[[
9o. When people say im special.. ii really doubt it..
91. I down talk myself too muchh....
92. I only see my Daddy twice a week... *work & Tuesday when its a break*
93. I hate people snoring...
94. When im scared ii sleeep right next to someones arm and hide my face >.<
95. I dnt know why.. but ii like trying to find his heartbeat when we hug..
96. I always get up late for schoool...
97. When ii cant think I scream & then ii forget what im actually trying to think about..
98. I have fake dimples on my cheeeks..?
99. I get ill easilly.
1oo. Im going to sleep naO ^_^! Good night <33
Tuesday, 03 November 2009
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Everything..
I wanted to write this first because i dont wanna upload this onto fb.
OKay.
Everyone keeeps asking me how ii am?
I answer you..
Im okay.
I cant really laugh & smile as much anymore.. but Im okay?
Its difficult.. because.. everything happened..like before ii even said ''Yu smell''..
hehe.. ii still have my sense of humour so yeh.. im pretty weird mooded..
Im trying my best to stand back up on my own feet but its really difficult..
Rumours. I dont want to believe them.. but if ii add 1+1 together.. it gives me the answer 2 right? But maybe im just thinking too much as always...
Anyone understand me..?
Im hurt like a monkey...
but ii guess.. nothing can be changed. Thats what you call The Past. Something you cant change..but already gone through?
I am depressed & sad & I still havn't moved on if you guys no what im on..
It is hard. Im trying my best..however, it isnt working.
Im going to wait. Wait for a miracle to happen.
Im a jealous person & anything..that..involves him.. ii could get really jealous easilly.
I dont know anymore..I really dont..Like.. im still really confused but im just gonna say.. I still love him like ii did before..and ii doubt it'll change.
I will move on..but ii just dont know when.
I tell you guys something...
It actually almost made me teary eyed..because it really made me think..are we really meant to be apart?..
On Wednesday, I went to Cwalk linkup.. ii played DDR..and the ring that me + him both have are like.. twistable.. when you twist it.. Forever'Love is on each side.. and like..it broke. The jewel thing is missing and the ring is in two pieces.. It can be fixed if ii can find a really small jewel that will fit inside it..
After walking out of the tube.. KY jumped on my back and the dogtag (BB gave me) that says ''BB Lo por jaii'' on it snapped off.
However, when it snapped off..the thing that hooks on to it was completely fine.. & ii really dont know how it snapped off....
Confusing huh...
I cant forget about him.. because almost everything has something to do with him..
I have his scarf..I still wear it to school..
I have the ring..I still wear it whether its in two pieces or not..
I have the dogtag..I still wear it whether its broken or not..
I have the teddy he gave me..It sleeps with me..
I gave him my face cream & brought my own one that we used together..Its half empty..
I have the hair clip that ii clipped his rat tail with..It hasn't been touched since..
I have our phonecharms..they're both the same.. they're still hanging on my phone..
I have his Aftershave..Its on my shelf..
I have our photos..They're still on my laptop..
I have the sticker photos..Its on my mirror, door, phone & school diary..
I have our 'Happy months together' still written down in my diary..Its in pen so its erasable..
I have his messages on my phone..they're still saved in my 'Saved Messages' box..
His name on my phone is still named..BB..
I still call him BB.. he still answers..
..Now do you guys see how difficult it is?
He knows rumours will be going round..but ii want to be there to stop them..
I know everyone knows. But. It just happened..
I dont want people to think of him as a different person.
I trust him..& ii trusted him alot..
I love him..I fell too deep for him..
I want us to be close still..without awkwardness..but.. its going to have to take time.
And.. ii mean alot of time.
He means so much to me.. I dont know how it got to the point where ii literally almost treated him like a family member..
Maybe..im just.. really in love with him..?
BB..
Im sorry ii love you..
I know you have someone else.. & I am happy for you..
I am jealous...and I really cant help it.. I dont know what your thinking..you might even not want to talk to me because im too clingy..
I know you want me to move on..
But ii just want to let you know.. that..Im clueless & at the moment..I cant.
You might hate me for still continuing to love you..
but..ii guess.. im sorry..you cant stop your hatred..
Saturday, 31 October 2009
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Feelings.
Howdy!
Happy halloooweeen....
trick or treaters are a bother.. ii have to keep opening the door and its bare cold T.T!!!
Bleh.. didnt do much today... followed mummy to morrissonsss and then we had a talk.. Mummy's life is sort of compared to mine.. ii mean.. not talking about following her footsteps.. but ii did what she did when she was young.. but.. a different method?
Mm..
My life is almost the same as Ethan's ''/
we dont get to see our dadddy' often.. and my parents aren't exactly carefreee...
yhh.. so mm...
Aish.
I have nothing to blog about now a days. I want things back to how they were before...but perhaps on a whole new level..?
I spoke to jehjeh.. ii feel alot of my shoulders.. but it still doesnt change the fact that im not....yh..
I get worried.
I cry.
I sulk.
I get depressed.
I do things ii shouldnt..
but.. Its pressure you know?
I cant help it..
Life is scary.
Anything and almost everything comes bashing into your face.. you cant do anything apart from TRY to overcome them.
Its diffficult.
My world seems really small at the moment..
I feel really confused..
I come back home from a brilliant & fun outing.. but then my feelings and emotions change like 'that'.
I get jealous. ALOT. Just things ii wasn't expecting to see y'knoww?
I hoping that all this jealousy is a plan..
I dont want to face it.. but like ii said.. Its bashing into my face...
Im going to have to TRY and over come it...
I dont want to give up.. I really dont.
but theres something pushing me to give up.
Im really determined....really..
honestly.. do you know how much ii.....?
..nothing..
i guess you dont want to listen...
yu dont know how much ii miss you..
yu dont know how much ii regret everything..
yu dont know what my life is like at the moment..
Sunday, 25 October 2009
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Boo =]
Haii~
not beeen entirly happy this week.. but no problems~
Im going to stop thinking about the past & move on >w<
I promised too <3!
Its was great being with you, I loved every bit of our relationship..Its okay laa~ Lets move on together ^0^? I want to still be close to you like before though.. Its the best way ii can forget about you >.<! Is that okay mahh >.O??
mm....I can still love you as a bbgor right ^^?
Lets brush off the past ~ Its the present & future now ^^
Smelly.. ii will miss youu...!!
Just promise to Stay strong with me <3333
<3'x
Expo...
Was okay.. was tired... woke up at 5 T.T!!
Bleh.. argued with sis just to wait for Justin LOL..
how harsh >.<!
got there.. and like wondered about.. lined up for 4hours.. LOL..
Didnt buy anythingg too~ then after.. me nathan & Justin went to cwalk...outside.. when it was spitting with rain xD
Managed to rip a teeny bit of my school shoes as ii was dressed up in formal wear...~
At the end.. there was a big whole triad meeting.. LOL.
Uhmm.. big cwalk linkup there too..
Michael wanted me to cwalk in the crowd... but like ii was saying no...T.T
I shouted out 'Michael' *points fingers to middle of crowd*
& another michael waved at me thinking ii was talking to him xD
Bleesss XD
Stupid Richard & Jason blowing Shisa in my face..
had headache after.. felt dizzy so ii left expo & slept on tube...
><' Was so painful ='[
Blehh.. went chinatown with Meiki, Chanel, Kelvin, Joyce, Justin & Nathan.. went to Trocs to play MT3.. and saw michael Lamlam & Alex & Jess xD!
Michael got blamed for something he didnt do or something.. and because he won on MT3.. ii took over.. YES IT WAS GEARSTICK MODE & YES IT WAS ON 64O? ii think... Uhhuh.. ii almost beat Alex.. but then michael came back and took control of the gearstick.. ii got confused and lost xD
So yeahhhhh.... sorry michael.. its your fault =PPPP
Gott off & went to find the others.. went victoria & got on train.. went home, showered, & slept.
Most painful' day ever >.<
iii hate headaches ='[[
Bleh~
I miss you ^^
♥
Friday, 23 October 2009
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231oo9
Aiyooor.
woke up at 12 ishh today.. didnt have no school because it was staff training dayy >w<
Haii.. went to town with bro&his gf~
Took 1picture.. LOL?
DS is addictive <333
I like it nao =3
Thanks bro' for putting the games on for me !
Aiishh..got home.. charging phone.. nothing else to do.. got work in a seccc >.<
Sun foooor saii laaaaa'
Im gonna be so bored up there ='[
unless its busy...?
mm.. expo tommmorow.. meeting up with everyone hopefullyy (Y)
not sure when im going home though.. might have to end up going home with sis..
wanna stay out ='[[[[[[[
wish you were thereee ='[[[
*sigh*
='[
Ngor yowl seung harmm ahh ><!!!
Cant hold it in ='[[
Miss him so much ='[[[
Gee C hor year tong coo haii fan mie yut chay arr ='[[[
ii know things can change >____<
its just time now...
I hate knowing that your upset..
I want you to smile ='[
I want to be back with you ='[
I will be patient >_<!!!!
I just want you to knoww.. that..
I miss youuu & I love you so muchh ='[[[[[[[
Thursday, 22 October 2009
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Meeeeeeeep~!
Meeeeeeep~
beeen feeeling a litttle odd lately ><!!
Cant sleep & lost my appetite.. ='[[
Aiish.. my lovely apples & grapes are going to waste >.<!!!!
Haii...
Hmm.. schoooll was boring.. likee English was bleugh.
Didnt know what to write for my esssay...teacher was mental ''/
Went IT room to type up essay.. well the others did but ii didnt as ii didnt get to finish xD
Teacher was saying how if you say one word you'll be taken off the comp & your gonna have to write the essay out in hand??
What an idiot T.T!!!
Bare shouting for no reason tooo >.>''
blehh..
Used half of my double englishh lesson looking at texts ><!!!
Made me miss him even more >.<!!!
This weeek, i've been doing nothing but complaining to my friends..
I guess they're getting tired of it.. ii should stop moaning & start doing something about the whole situation..
He said he isnt worth it..
but really.. to me he's more than worth it....
he doesnt know how much im missing & loving him right now ><!!!!!
Bleh bleh bleh ><!!!
I know its awkward.. but ii really want to get everything sorted out as sooon as we can..& get back together again ='[
Haii haii.. biggest wish.. hugest wish...
I want it to come true <333
Wednesday, 21 October 2009
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Staying Strong~
Aiyoor..
everything gone so quick..
I cant rewind back what has happened.
I just have to wish now.
I want the future to be better than the past...
Literally~
Bebee....
I still love you & forever will..
Im sorry it happened like this..
But. Im going to wait.
No matter how long it will be..
Time, effort.
Im going to do it...
I love you so much..
I cant lose you..
Im not willing to let go & move on ><~!!
Smelly....~!
Things will change over-time..Im gonna make extra sure that things will go better.. much much better >_________<!!!
I hated how things were before..
We both did..
We were both tired of it..
I want you to gain your confidence & happiness now..
I will wait.
I want you to wait for me too ='[
Please dont change your feeelings...
Pleasee dont.
I really love you..
In 2months time..
I want to see how things will go.
I really want back my chance..
Im not going to screw up.
Im going to promise...
Saturday, 17 October 2009
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Dedications ~ ha-ha-happy <3
Wah!!
never had such deeep talks with people before >.<!!
It was really.. calming >W<?
Bleh.. ii decided to do dedications??
Its another way of making me smile smile =3
Bebee ♥
I never thought ii would ever have a chance with you.
I waited so long & now that ii have you im actually not willing to let go ><
Our trust is getting more&more powerful.. I know this is what we want right =') ?
I can tell you anything & you can always be there to cheer me up..your the one ii come to most =')
I know theres no such thing as forever always but im hoping that in our world there is.
Thankyou for everything ah..
you really know how to make me LOL.
Allow' my laughing fits.. its for you to see only XD
52o1314 <333
KevinYip ♥
I never thought yu would actually message me talking to me about that bastard >.<!
Wahh.. first time ii shared my problems with yu? xD
Bleh.. sucha goood help >O<!
I hope yu can still come on Monday~
Blehh!
LengJaii&Lengluii love ^O^
AndrewHoang ♥
Once a dadddy.. forever a dadddy right?
POPULAR POO..!!!!!
Bleh.. even though we hardly talkk.. ii know that we're still slightly close?
I know ii can tell you anything & everything because its trust right?
Dadddddy~ you neeed to learn to trust me moreee =3'
ii may be young but ii still have a brain of a fish monkey =D
Aiyoor.. great times at bluewater xD Think you were the first to hug me ROFL? And and you took all my sweetieees Dx! Picturetaking's at Apple was jokesss~
Playing big2 on the floor like fobs..! Never thought ii lose to you T.T *criies*! Sorjaii~ yu neeed confidence in things yu know? Your lengjaii admit it ;D look at your ears (Y) BLINGBLING AHHH =D chiuu cupp lengjaiii makeover muchh =3
Mehh. Im lucky to have a FOB baba like you~.. it feels good to know that you can do anything to save the world?
*cOugh cOugh*
Im joking smelly =3
Father like Daughter ^O^
TzeTzeMa, CatrinaTsang, MelodyChan ♥
The sisters & my mother xD
Aiyoor. Each & every one of you have been there for me..
Your opinions & thoughts are exactly the same..It makes me feel like im talking to a 3in1 person >D<!!
3times as good =')
Even though ii hardly get to see yous, ii know we can still stay close on MSN xD
You guys must be busyy alot~
haii.. Tze.. your one of them~ ii talk to you not all time but atleast sometimes.. I know theres things YU WANT TO TELL ME BUT CANT ;D
Im joking xD
Blehhhh~ when ii next see you 3 im hoping to jump & hugg yous =D
havnt seeen you guys for so long ><
its time for a family reunion =')
MWAHMWAHH <33!!!
Zoe Tran YiYi ♥
An aunty who is pretty, clever, caring & cutee >w<
The aunty ii share my problems with..the one who shares her problems with me too..
it seems like i've known you since ii was a fat old baby ><~
Your beside me through everything >D< ii know ii can tell yu everything too~
The usual updates & such right =D?
I feeel so happy knowing youuu >D<
Bluewater times were jokes..oh & picture takings =3
We need more of the 'Juttluii&aunty' pictures =3
I MISS YOU >D<!!!!!
Cindy Tsang ♥
A bestfriend for 4years..& forever will be ><
Even though you may not be the first person ii tell everything.. your always the person ii look out for and care for most.
We're always wanting to be like each other, dressing up like each other, acting like eachother.. it seeems like your already my twin *sniffles*
Our nigahiga moments are jokes.. PWNED...!
We think alike, we joke alike & we high5 alike LOL???
Gahh..~! Your my sister forever & always >D<
Our uniform is the same, our bags are the same & so is our jacket xD
If only your last name was Wong or vice versa... it would be gooood =3
Thankyou for being there for mee you pooo <3333~!
Jenny Tsang ♥
Ah. Just like another sister =33
Always helping me & such >.<
You have sucha grown up mindd.. it actually makes me feel jealous that you can think like that & ii cant T_T
Everything has reasons..~
you bully me because your gay :D
IM JOKING XD
I like bullying you the most though because your like.. uhm.. noobiee ^O^?
Muwahhaaa~ ii like how things are like naO~
your my problem solver~ who knows almost everything. You always know what im talking about & im happy because of that.. it means ii dnt need to explain everything in full detail & you know what im saying..~!
Thankyouu Jehh!
You are a special poooheadd person ^O^!!
NickLeung, GilesAnamzoya, KC Cheong, Troy Abbey & Shakz Lslam♥
I see you guys everytime im always out.. ii like hugging you guys >D<
They're so warm LOL!!
I dont always speak to you guys.. but atleast im still known in your heart =D
Thanks Giles
for the house xD? Your dog is really cute o.O though it can go hyper xD~! I know your the type to solve alot of problems.. your actually a person with a mind like a magician >D< When we were all talking about something.. all your points made sense.. it actually made me know that 2+2=4 xD
Bleh.. You should actually sleeep more.. seeing as yu always cant sleeep ><!!
AHHH MR PECKS. SHAKZ~ You work out alot dont yu xD?
I hardly speak to you but thats not the point.. ive actually spoke to you when you were down before & ii felt odd because your the type to never be down ''/
I really wanna punch your muscles.. to see if they actually hurt xD
KC..
Your way of winning BIG2 is immense. If you have a crap set you give it to another person & that way you wont loose ATALL xD Makes me laugh everytime ii think about it~
Nick..
I remember where Troy was trying to steal you away from me that gayboy XD
I took your ring and Troy tried getting it saying you guys were marriedd xD
And and!! He kept holding you so ii couldnt get no hugg xD
Atleast in the end you went on my side >;D BUWHAHAHAA XD!
B TO THE I TO THE BANG BANG XD
TROY.
I FEEL SORRY FOR KAMENS TOY XD~
You banged it too hard ROFL ROFL..
Hmm.. ii remember on the drinkup ii like.. ran up to you and jumped to hug you xD
Then yu span me round like a fat baby xD
That was jokes~!
Your boddddyyy popping is starting to look gooood =D ii think yu should keep that up & dance to 'Last farewell'' BANG BANG xD!!!
Thanks for being thereee stinkyy !!!
Crystal Law ♥
A daughter that will always take pervy pictures of everyone & the one who will always be there for you when you need her XD
Aiyoor. professional photographer muchh...~
LuiiLuii.. your always there when ii neeed you..
Your always the first to know everything..
Me, Cindy & You sitting at traf.. in silence looking at the traffic & talking about random stuff.. was best time ever >.<
So peace & quiet..
we share something in common though..
Self-consiousness' im sure we can beat that together ><!!!!!
ThankYou so much luiiluii ~
your everybody's main highlight =')
UncleKelvin & UncleJason ♥
Well.. unfortunatly.. ii neglected kelvin on fb.. it was jokes yu have to admit xD?
Im sorry ._.'
even though yu made me cry because of that >.<!! YU POOOHEADDDD~!
Its okay.. your forgiven ii think :D
Im joking.. your always forgiven~
You make me smile..ii onO why.. actually its more like laugh because yu say really stupid things xD
I only record speaking on the phone to you like.. once??
& it was about nothing LOL..!!
Ahh.. odd times odd times xD
I think your the type every person needs.. possibly the type of girl who would want you to make her smile?? Your the type who can make anyone laugh... Unclekelvin.. go out there & get me a aunty per-lease :D?
UNCLEJASON.
Gay. always wanting to expose me ='[[
go away ROFL XD~
always blackmail toooo !!!!
Pffft~ ii should push yu around in circles when ii see you ''/
and like.. uber bully you >;D
Im joking... your caring really.. just at times.. you like to laugh in peoples faces xDDD
Blehh~ keep it that way!!! Yu can get pwned by me soon ^O^^O^O^!
AlexCheung SaiilO ♥
Havn't actually met you for long.. but somehow you managed to be my sailo..
Im always there for you.. you know that~
You should really ask that girl out ;D
OH SORRY FOR EXPOSING YOU =DDD
I love you really xD
Uhm.. yeah go go go!!!!!
The conversations ii have with you are ODD.
Damn yu for losing your cards for MT3 ¬¬ Make me wait so long!!!
AND.. SCREW YOU FOR NOT COMING OUT WHEN YU SAID YU WOULD T.T!!!
I actually demand a bubbletea & a race >=[[~
3 races actually.. oh and tune up your card.. im scared ii thrash youuuu ;D
MiniChen & CarmenLau ♥
You two are exactly the same somehow ><
I looked after you Mini when you were drunk, it actually worried me >.<!!!
I never thought ii see you drunkkkk~ & dont anymore!!
I also remember counting down the time with yu for your hair dye to be washed off xD
Oh & the oovoo times with kevin, jenny & andreww XD
Carmenn~
Playing mariokart with yu & the others was fun.. ii wish we can relive that day again xD
Im sorry ii just went up to you to ask for your lastname.. ii feel dumb xD
There's so many Carmen's in this world but theres only one that is tall & skinny xD
KY ♥
You are smelly at times XD
& GAY!
You made me your slave at bluewater ='[
This time.. you should treat me to Nando's & lemme make yu a slave ='[
Yu stupid gay!!!
Blehh..
your hard to read sometimes.. but ii guess theres only a couple times ii knew what yu were thinking =3
When im sad your always asking me whats wrong & ii like that. But shame yu go walking offf =.=
IM JOKING XD
Dont change KY. Everyone likes yu because.... YOU SMELL LIKE ASS =DDDD~!
Sammiee MeiiMeii ♥
Awwww~ sooo cuteee once again..
Im always here for youuuu.. whether its about your ex..some boy you like.. a song.. your friends.. cameras.. dancing xD
Its endless with you :D
Your secretly a chink seeeing as you know so much words.. but haii haii =3
Your someone who i'll never forget >D<!!!
Viet Anh Thi ♥
Ahhh your my gorgor!!!
Omfg.. countless times ive been up to you >.<!!!
Im surprised your not thinking im a bother >..<!!
Blehh we dont have phonecalls no more.. your always busy anyway xD
Last time ii talked to you on the phone was like.. weeks ago.. and yu was rapping?
LOOOL XD!
it was goood.. but ii guess yu were shy thats why yu muckedd up xD
You try & teach me cwalk but in the end.. ii get confused & give up seeing as your too proo...T_T
Your advice. Your thoughts are like mine.. we think alike too ><!!
you always know what im thinking.. and you also know when im down ''/
How do yu do that??
You also apologized to me because you couldnt make it to see me & you even offered me bubbletea...ii had to reject though gomenn ><'' I cant accept anything because it was your fault to begin with!!!
Thankyou gor gor for being there for me ><
Your always on my side & ii feel dumb at times ><!
Daphne Cheung ♥
Daphne~ your like an older sister to me.. ii almost cried when you told me what happened between you & your friends >.<!!!
Its so badd.. im lucky ii was there for you though ='[
Your also a problem solver of mine.. you always understand me too~
I dont want anything to change.. and im sorry ii cant make it to your bday party ><
Mummy wont let me go ='[ !!!
Loveeeyouuu stinky~!!!!
Aiyor.. soo many dedications.. so many people ii love so much...
Who did ii miss out btw??
Jot it down >_<!
Gahh.. ii love you guys so muchh ><!
You guys are the main reason ii smile, laugh & ..laugh even more xD?
I can never lose you guys.. you guys make me soo happy >_______<!!!
Its just like 1 big family ii guess =33
Blehhh~
FOREVER LOVE BABBYY ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Friday, 16 October 2009
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Ouch. STUPID BASTARD.
Sorry for my language.. buh haii..
was SOO not looking forward to jabjab toodayy T_T!!
Stupid people do stupid things ii guess..
Went school..& during Hospiality the girls got called to do their jabs..
I was shaking & laughing LOL..
Cindy was jokes.. ii was holding a packet of skittles to take my mind off it.. and because ii had no pockets ii made her look after them for me =D
Unfortunatly.. she had to put it in her booob pocket lool.. it looked rather.. 'stuck out' shaped xD
Haii..
lady asked me all these questions and like ii answered.. ii was baree nervous aswell T.T!
I looked at Cindy who was sitting opposite me & ii got scared cos her nurse dug in the jab first.. and ii was just watching....
When the lady did mine.. i could say that it didnt hurt.. buh like.. yu could feel the vaccine go in >.>''
Oh.. one more thing.. I had to have it in my right arm because Mr TB got injected in my left arm xD
BLEH.! 3 year 11 girls were watching me like some audience.. and ii was like =.= ~!
Had double business after.. and likee.. ARGH. lemme slowly explain.
I sit in the corner with some prick. There was a fan in the corner. The computers were placed in a 'L' shape, there was a chair next to the fan.
My chair was already placed at my comp & just as ii was about to sit down and pull my chair in, that fucking bastard came along and frikking snatched it off me.. AND HE HAD THE CHEEK TO TELL ME TO FUCK OFF?!
WHATTHEEFFF?!!?!?!? Its my chair to begin with.. why didnt yu fcxking get the one next to the damn chair >=[[[? stupid prick!!!
Just as ii let go *yeh ii gave up cos ii was gonna slap him round the face* he punched my right arm and ii thought it didnt hurt.. until ii moved it abit.. i then retailiated and punched his arm with my left hand and then he literally punched me..ii dodged it with my other hand and then he pushed me.
LIKE WDF. WHAT THE FECK DID II DO TO YOU? Ugly mofo >=@@@@!!!!
stupid cow.
I ended up crying.. ii even swore at the teachers cos ii was in so much pain ='[[
he aparently wanted to say sorry & ii told the teacher 'no, ii dont wanna see his fcxking ugly face'
& she was likeee ''oiii stop swearing''
and i was like.. sniffing & wiping my eyes alive ='[
I felt like my arm was paralyzed.. like.. i could move it but ii couldnt feel it..
I was in so much pain ='[[
now.. ii can touch type on laptop.. but ii cant lift up my arm cos of that bastard..
its so painful..
ii never thought ii actually cry because of a needle+punch..
I really want to beat him up.. seriously..
has anyone got a damn hockey stick??
ffs ='[[[[
Aiish.. !!!
Cindy came round mine after.. had pasta, went on laptop.. looked at WEIRD photos & then went upstairs to play BIG2 & finger puppets :D
Took photos after that & then went downstairs.. Cindy had to go because Daddy Tsang came to pick her up =3
Bleh.. im so tired.. Im gonna rest.. bb's gonna call later..might aswell save my energy for phone sex.. conversation'alising xD
TEEHEE Just joking ;D
B a b y
ii l 0 v e y O u 'x
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